about me and hesse

posted 2001 by Peter Karba

After the sad events of may youth (death of only parent, love, i was not accepted on faculty of architecture in Ljubljana), I lost, or even worse I have started to lose my self-confidence step by step. I gave my self into hands of society to raise me. There was no me in the past three years, until the last summer when I was on vacation with my friends who told me sincerely what I have became. This was the worst, or from nowaday point of view the happiest moment of my life. I have found out how down I have fallen, and started to think what is life with my head, and not with head of strong and seek superego, which I posses now to, but I can control him. It had passed few months when I started to read Hesses Demian. How I have suffered, how I have enjoyed. This was not my first rocket in the universe of life, but first time I arrived on the planet. Greetings to all who share those thoughts with me, who have similar problems, and to all who tolerate my english. You can mail me on pkkreta@hotmail.com .

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